OMFG!

Rickson kor found this!!

Look closely at the girl with the black cap in the middle row...
IT WAS ME!!!OMFG!
That was like when i'm primary...i cant even remember -.-
Followed by some really old picture of me T-T


I believe I in fact everyone look way better now lols!

Message to all my friends.

Due to not paying my bills for really really long.My phone line is now totally cut off.That means that you cant even reach me by calling or sms.I wont be able to receive anything..Do message me in MSN if you wanna look for me.I'll update you guy when i get a prepaid card to sub it.Sorry for the inconvenience =)

WHY IS IT HAPPENING TO ME!!!

My Granado Espada has been hack T-T I know some of you will be happily laughing your ass as i deserve it.But their all my hard earn,trained 7 Characters,Items and Faction.Some of the rnpc i got its really hard to get and need to spend loads of time and money on it.Especially Viki which was given from Kenneth.Both of our account got hack.He almost killed himself as his two veteran Bernilli was deleted along with their Elite Ring Mails & Black DRAGONs(1billion vis each.HELLO)!!!FARK those asshole man..Goddamn it.


Currently now I'm playing the new RNPC Vincente Rio.His a bard who has Nicer buff than scout do.His abit of a hybrid.He has his own bard skills,lightening element & scout's buff.Cool eh?The video show some of his skills.

Living Nightmare

I punched the mirror out of rage and agony.The mirror shattered so was my heart.It hurt so bad..not my hand but my heart.Why are you doing this to me...I though we were friends...Every single day I'll do my best to savage us...But you...My dreams were all about you with another girl...I really hate you.....

God...I've enough of your sick tortures..Please...Let me go....I beg you......

Trip to Malaysia - Seremban 12 June - 16 June

This is a rather late entry for my trip to Malaysia earlier this month Hahaa.
My Aunties,Uncle along with my Cousins and I took a train back to Malaysia for my Grandma's 1st year death + relatives' wedding.For those who don't know me.Yeshh I'm half Malaysian as my Mum's a Malaysian.My relatives and I took a night train to Seremban where is part of Malaysia.So my Grand's Kampong is at Malaysia>Negri Sembilan>Port Dickson>Telok Kamang.I bet most of you guys don't really got a chance to take Trains oversea?Hehe Nothing fancy lah.Heres a few pictures I took of it.


Train ticket!

We reach Seremban by 6am in the morning..Its a long...9hrs trip and I didnt get any sleep at all.Why?Because I cant sleep with the bloody lights on.Yah.So from Seremban's train station my Malaysia uncles drove us back to My Grandparent's Kampong.Kampong hahaaa I'm serious.A good 4 days 3 nights there.It's pretty cool that the room we stayed has air conditioners woot!Let me show you some pictures of my Grand's Kampong~


And OH! Ive have my hair done there.

For a few nights my sweet lil cousin who looks older than me bring me to have supper.I'm a cockles fan so for 2 days I had 3 plates of cockles!!!Man,I'm proud of it Haha.


Sadly on Sunday morning my cousin have to go back KL for her school,so she didnt get to have wedding dinner with us.Do you know you dont really have to show your I.C to buy cigarettes?One thing nasty about there is the MOSQUITO!OMGG!!Look what they did to me T-T Bloody hell....

The wedding dinner was okay as my mind just feel like going home so badly as the mosquito there is killing me and my sweet lil cousin isnt there to entertain me anymore.I missed home and I missed someone.
Finally on the last day,We have a good breakfast and drives around before I followed my 6th uncle's car home as I wanna get home faster and see Him.Its a quick 4 hrs ride home which is much better than the 9 hrs train -.-And Home Sweet Home.First thing i do when i reach home is call Him xD
Last picture,Kampong Breakfast!

One more one more!A very Random picture taken during my dinner with Rowen & Chuan han at Sakae Sushi.


MUAHAHAHAAA!!

SAW V

Be ready for SAW 5 on 24th October 2008.



Ohh yeshh.There will be blood...

"I just don't love you anymore"

Why am i always facing this sentence all the time...
Every single day i tried to mend everything back and pray for you..Hoping things will turn better...
Does God really exist? Does He really there to hold me?I seems to be falling all the time...and i fell hard...Sometimes I think His a saddist..Who enjoy seeing people in pain...Why is everything so hard to ask for...?
There's too much for me to miss...Your so dear to me...Im tired of losing everyone i loved...So tired.........
If God could hear me...while i would like to say...
"STOP TAKING EVERYONE I LOVE ALWAY FROM ME!!!"

P.S I really wish we would be more than friends...

I'm not what you think...I'm useless...

-I lost my friends and those i love...
-I'm broke...
-I cant get a job...
-I changes alot of jobs...I job hop.
-I cant even afford to pay my phone bill...now tat's cut..
-I only have a PSLE qualification..
-My O level is near..Im not even studying...
-I'm not ready to pay for my loan of $1081...which ive to pay by 30th june...
-I sucks at relationship even thou i tried my best...
-All i do when I'm hurt is cry...
-I'm always hurt..
-I lost my respect..
-I shout at my mum and throw things when I'm sad..
-I'm messed up...
-I'm a Slut...

Indeed...I hate myself...Not trying to be emo but.............



I just wanna be happy......