My New Toy~

Yup,It's Iphone!Seriously,I miss my Samsung U700 after getting Iphone coz Iphone sucks.The only thing I like so far is being able to watch youtube on it.But come on, more than half of the time my laptop is with me.I don't recommend Iphone.Looks cool but overall is a X.There is no videocall,you cant set your own music as ringtone,Cant take video!! and the camera sucks compare to my U700!Maybe Iphone is for cool people.Not me =(

PAYDAY~

RX8 kopi session...

Being super fanatic over RX8 as my target car to get next year,I joined the RX8 club for their weekly kopi session yesterday.Looking through their cars just makes me drool and melt on the spot.One of the club member actually pick me up from my work place,AWESOMEEEE!!K la,actually it's my first time siting on the RX8 lols.The whole ride was so uber cool!One thing I always wanted is to check about this car is if my height(150cm)-.- is tall enuff for the driver sit and it fit just FINE!The members are really nice and funny people, they even taught me alot about RX8 and the interesting stories.I really love that car alot as It's really unique especially the doors.wooot
X)I'm so eager to get mine hopefully by nxt year if things went smoothly.Cant help it, their poisoning me lols!

First impression..
Baldwin saw this sports car driving pass us today while I'm waiting for my friend to pick me up at the coffee shop near my work place.He was like,"nice car..."And I told him,"yup,that should be my friend and that's the car I'm getting."
First reply from Baldwin is that he wants me to fetch him from school next year when I get my car.lols his even more excited than I do,so fast book me to fetch him le X) silly Baldwin.

Time for update...

*wipe off some dust*
Okay,been awhile seen I last blogged.I've been working mah and nothing much recently also.Ohhh Other than being so obseseed about enrolling for my driving course when my pay comes on 1st September.Lots of things planned for my first pay man!I never changed when it comes to pay lols
*list down what to SPEND*
-Enroll for my driving course.
-Pay phone bills.
-Get my Iphone.

These would be it for now...
Man I cant wait to get my license so I can drive on this beautiful baby X)


I don't give 2 fucks about your shitty comments!So don't bother.

Happy National Day..

Yah...whatever shit.I cant even bothered.I hate every single festival day.YES including Chinese New Year & Christmas.Where all people get to celebrate and I'm at home alone rotting as usual.Everyday I worked,go home,sleep,worked go home sleep.When i got my off after working 6days a week.I tried calling everyone out for chill out or dinner,i got rejected.It's kinda depressing every single time,everyday trying to call your friends out but all rejects you.That is included for my "Family"I shouldn't had bothered to take any off and made myself depress trying to get anyone.Don't even bother asking me to rest at home.Home again?everyday also will be at home what.Is not i don't hang out with friends,being anti social or any shit.I just couldn't get them and I believe you guys that you guys sure have someone who can make it for u not matter what.Me ending up with a boyfriend is always my way coz their they one who i can meet or chat nicely with.Is not that i wanna stick with them everytime...Coz it's obvise tat even i bother calling all my friends or family up it'll still be rejections.Everyone is blaming or complaining me that I dont have friends or anyone to go out with.It's also obvise that they ALWAYS cant make it for me even if i bothered finding them.So"Friends"or"Family" is always not in my dictionary cause they are proven not existed in my life.

Having Color lens...

Due to my eyesight getting lousier and lousier,causing me almost board the wrong bus from 48 as 43.I recently bought the "Pure Hazel"Freshlook Colorblends Lens.It got me trying for almost 1hr just to get them on.It's really amazing how I see my sis and everyone esle get it on so quickly.Oh well i just need more practice -.-

Here's only one picture of me with the lens.Not much of a differents in the eye colors ya?=(
I planning to get the Amethyst color for next month.

Lastly HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND FROM GERMANY,STEFAN ZILLMAN~~~Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag! 生日快乐!!=)

Autumns Monologue - From Autumn to Ashes

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

Chorus:
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...

here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you

Chorus:
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..

i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don't...

i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don't
now you need me
now you don't

In just one night...

I found two guys whose incredibly attractive!Well..It's just my point of view,that their Really Hot.They have very nice voice too.Sexy voice for Jesper =)Maybe this kinda guy turns me on XD

Jesper "Junior" Mortensen from Junior Senior



Bill Kaulitz from Tokio Hotel