Jet-lagged

I've finally arrived!! OMG! Freaking 30hrs to travel.. I'm so tired =((

SIN>FRA>JFK>PIT

First experience of flying is like flying in the game 'Battlefield' ! Woot! Taking off is fun! Sadly landing sucks =( makes me feel sick..must be the pilot lousy lols! The plane actually went free fall for 2secs.. After which I was officially sick XDD It's colddd here but is bearable just that it's windy.. I'm still very stone and tired from traveling for such long hours.. Will adapt to it soon as I'll be here for 3weeks..

Now I'm done bathing and getting myself comfortable in front of the fireplace..

Shopping spree tmr!!!!

Flying off to United States.

I'll be away from Singapore from 25th November - 22nd December.

Just finish checking in online. I will still update my blog during my trip.

See you guys again when I'm back ;)

I missed him...

I was up very early yesterday and didn't sleep well the day before..So I've decided to sleep earlier at 10pm.. When I woke up today I found out that he drop by my place yesterday and my phone was silent so I didn't know he came..

So upset.... I missed the last time I might have to see him before I go... He message me he will call me today but I guess it's not gotta happen as usual..

Guess I've to visit him myself before the day I go...

I was a fool...

I was con by my on colleague... I dare not believe such things will happen to me again... I'm so disappointed.. What's the point of lying over little things...

Sigh.. I never thought this would happen to me.. omg.. it reminds me of my past........ no....

What lies ahead?

I told him last night will he forget me when I went for my trip... He told me that what I think? I insist that I don't know and that's a question been bothering me for quite awhile..He said," No."

He did ask me some questions to ensure.. It's funny that when I mention twice, "Why you care?" He just say shut up and smile. *giggles* so cute..

He kept mentioning bout my departure which is on 25th to the States, asking me what time I'll be leaving home. I ask him will he be there.. He said he can't say about it cause I put hopes on it,things will happen.. which is rather true...

But he assure that he'll see me again before the 25th.. I'm very pleased =)

Hmmm.. even though whenever he drops by an hour a week, I've cherish all the time we been together.. lots of memories we missed.. sadly he doesn't want to open up his feelings towards me and always left me wondering...

Well one thing he used to complain wanting to get an iphone but I always told him to wait till the end of the year.. the reason behind all this is that I planned to give him one as a Christmas present.. But now his gf has already got him one... sigh.. oh well...he didn't know his one lucky ass guy...

I guess... This trip really comes in the right time.. and long enough to get things over with...

Missing out the fun...

I hope you guys had fun in the gathering today..I miss you guys a lot especially him..Do hope to see you guys again sometime soon =)

1.o.v.E

I failed...

I'm still miss him badly.....

feel so horrible......

Guess I've to force myself to move on...

I've enough of sobbing... tired of having myself empty hopes... dreaming that he will come back...

Now I've took the first step... I don't wish to do this... and I'm not a person who easily give up.................

but I know it's the best for me......... Cause It's all too painful to live in.....................

Please... just let me forget everything.........