Feeling better :)

I've kinda let go of everything that's bothering me before my trip.. Feeling slightly better now and my point of view have change a little..

My latest trip to Germany is AWEEESOOMMEE.. I had Good times and Really Bad times :(

And my trip was extended to 4 weeks due to the volcanic ash clouds.. It was all worth it!! I've a great companion with me 24/7 during this trip, shouldn't complain about how slow the translation is but I miss my companion so much :)

Returning to Singapore makes me realize how lonely I am again.. Feeling sick now now probably due to climate change.. :( suck

Sometimes....

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I feel like moving out to Germany but sadly my Deutsch sucks :(

I'm pretty sure I will be back to Germany again this year.. It's like my second home now :)

But..But..But.. You have to come over to Singapore to visit me first >:)

My companion ♥

* Will update more about the trip in next entry

Happy Birthday to me!

hmmm.. my phone is awkwardly silent..

This may be the last chance...

Packing my luggage for tomorrow. It's gotta be my birthday and so It's the day I fly off to Germany.

I wonder if you will show up tomorrow or is it just gotta be another excuse and a lonely birthday.

But I've see things has change and so do I... I'm done trying.

Never been this fucking miserable in my life for sooooooooooo fucking long!!

WTF!

Why can't I survive a day without crying! fucking weak piece of shit...

Birthday Wishlist

My birthday is coming up in ten days!!*hint hint*

- Universal Studio: Singapore ticket*

- God of War 3**

- Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2*

- Heavy Rain*

- Playstation 3 Controller

Please Stop...

It really took me to the extend that I just wish EVERYTHING could end now.......

So speechless...

Recently... I seem to be really fragile and how easily people could make me cry..

Is it that I'm tired?

Is it that I've met my limit that I just feels like giving up hope?

I don't see myself anymore being strong every time I came victim by someone in my everyday life..

Is it cause of the intense stress and problem people are giving me everyday?

For now I've seen that I'm too weak to fight no more.. and I'm all by myself..

Life is too hush on me.. and I'll let it defeat me... I could no longer fight...

I could only tell myself.. I've tried...

And I wish... that this torment will end and I can finally be with someone I love without losing them...

Life's a bitch

Trust is like a mirror..

You can fix it if it's broken...

But you can still see the crack of that Motherfucker's reflection...

♥ Lady Gaga