Autumns Monologue - From Autumn to Ashes

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

Chorus:
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...

here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you

Chorus:
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..

i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don't...

i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don't
now you need me
now you don't

In just one night...

I found two guys whose incredibly attractive!Well..It's just my point of view,that their Really Hot.They have very nice voice too.Sexy voice for Jesper =)Maybe this kinda guy turns me on XD

Jesper "Junior" Mortensen from Junior Senior



Bill Kaulitz from Tokio Hotel

In between

Their many good and also bad comment i heard regarding Cars & Bikes.I gottna take my license soon le but which one?!

Car's Good:
More passengers, Safer which is lesser chance of accident than Bike,Shelter you nice nice from rain,Prevent your hair to be messy when u go on date.Can make out in car XD

Car's Bad:
Expensive to own.Petrol,ERP and every lil shit is going up.

Bike's Good:
Cheaper to own.seriously,that's all?

Bike's Bad:
More pron to accident,Rainy days your a goner,Hair be messy cos of helmet,NOISY,Need to carry helmet around.Cannot make out -.-

So..They have their goods and bads,equal.It's just whether or not i could make the extra bit to own a car.Or to make it budget and risk my life for a bike.What do you think?

No...I dont wanna lose anyone anymore.......

"I'm So Sick"

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now

Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick

First open roof experience...


P.S AWESOMMEE!Thanks so much!It was fun~=)

OMFG!

Rickson kor found this!!

Look closely at the girl with the black cap in the middle row...
IT WAS ME!!!OMFG!
That was like when i'm primary...i cant even remember -.-
Followed by some really old picture of me T-T


I believe I in fact everyone look way better now lols!

Message to all my friends.

Due to not paying my bills for really really long.My phone line is now totally cut off.That means that you cant even reach me by calling or sms.I wont be able to receive anything..Do message me in MSN if you wanna look for me.I'll update you guy when i get a prepaid card to sub it.Sorry for the inconvenience =)

WHY IS IT HAPPENING TO ME!!!

My Granado Espada has been hack T-T I know some of you will be happily laughing your ass as i deserve it.But their all my hard earn,trained 7 Characters,Items and Faction.Some of the rnpc i got its really hard to get and need to spend loads of time and money on it.Especially Viki which was given from Kenneth.Both of our account got hack.He almost killed himself as his two veteran Bernilli was deleted along with their Elite Ring Mails & Black DRAGONs(1billion vis each.HELLO)!!!FARK those asshole man..Goddamn it.


Currently now I'm playing the new RNPC Vincente Rio.His a bard who has Nicer buff than scout do.His abit of a hybrid.He has his own bard skills,lightening element & scout's buff.Cool eh?The video show some of his skills.

Living Nightmare

I punched the mirror out of rage and agony.The mirror shattered so was my heart.It hurt so bad..not my hand but my heart.Why are you doing this to me...I though we were friends...Every single day I'll do my best to savage us...But you...My dreams were all about you with another girl...I really hate you.....

God...I've enough of your sick tortures..Please...Let me go....I beg you......