you won't let me talk to you... but i'm dying inside

SO FUCKING ANGRY WITH MYSELF!

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING ON THIS EARTH! IVE NO USE TO SOCIETY OR ANYONE! IM JUST A FUCKING WASTE OF SPACE! PLEASE JUST PUT ME OFF MY FUCKING MISERY!

What the fuck is wrong with me...

What the fuck am I doing ??

I feel so fucking useless, wasting my time away...

I miss you so fucking much...

why do you have to push me away...

I feel like my days are numbered...

I'm just a complete failure