Saturday, May 18, 2013

Just don't forget about me.....

Thursday, May 16, 2013

I.....Im sorry... I..
It's just been a painful year......

I just keep losing people from my life....

Everyone just fucking disappeared....

Please... Don't go....

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Sham and a lie

In good old times, remember my friend 
Moon was so bright and so close to us, sometimes 

We were still blind and deaf, what a bliss
Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now

Can we ever have what we had then? 
Friendship unbreakable 
Love means nothing to me 
Without blinking an eye 
I'd fade, if so needed, 
All those moments with you 
If I had you beside me

One cloudy day we both lost the game
We drifted so far and away 

Nothing is quite as cruel as a child 
Sometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes

And we'll never have what we had then 
Friendship unbroken 
Love means nothing to me 
Without blinking an eye 
I'd fade, if so needed, 
All those moments with you 
If I had you beside me now

I was unable to cope with what you said 
Sometimes we need to be cruel to be kind 
Child that I was, could not see the reason 
Feelings I had were but sham and a lie

I have never forgotten your smile 
Your eyes, oh, Shamandalie 

Times went by, many memories died 
I'm writing this down to ease my pain 

You saw us always clearer than me 
How we were never meant to be 
Love denied meant the friendship would die 
Now I have seen the light 
These memories make me cry 

Can I ever have what I had then? 
Friendship unbroken 
Love means nothing to me 
Without blinking an eye 
I'd fade, if so needed, 
All those moments with you 
See the world with my wide open eyes 

Friendship got broken 
There's no other for me 
Like the one of my childhood
Can you forgive me? 
Love got better off me, 
On that day back in old times...

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Lately... Everyone seems to be against me... I find myself alone everywhere I go...
Even at work...

I don't know how much longer can I take this..... I feel like dying every night....
I want to be happy again..............

Friday, May 10, 2013

It's the weekend again........