Tuesday, March 31, 2009

David Archuleta
A Little Too Not Over You Lyrics
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It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.

But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

Saturday, March 28, 2009

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME~!!!


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

As the event continues without mercy...

I just met up with my old friend to have dinner near my place..He gave me an ang bao as a birthday gift and greet me Happy Birthday in advanced and guess what? When I reach home,THE ANG BAO IS GONE!!!
WTF!!Spare me seriously...why!!!!
First my wallet,than was Him follow by my iPhone now my money!!!
All that are important to me...I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Pre-Birthday Blues...

I cried again...typing this at the same time...
I cried because I know I'm unhappy but I've been forcing myself to be all this while...and that's not what I wanted...It's so hard for me...I couldn't bear but to cry...
So dumb to cry...But my tears kept falling by itself...
I'm actually scare of my birthday to come...I scare I'll be alone...I scare I'll be neglected or be disappointed...
Birthdays are no longer exciting...why?

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Mr Brightside!

I've been craving about this song lately.Today,I search through videos to watch at Youtube as usual and I found out they have this song in Rock Band 2 as well!I was so excited I wanna get it and sing it on Rock Band 2 so bad!But I kinda recall I used my last few credit in PSN to buy another song(Dirty little secret).So..duhh..nevermind lo I'll just go in and check the song out without buying.When I enter the music store in Rock Band I select the "purchase song" for fun to see how much credit I've left.To my surprise!!It still left with $2!! Where the song is $1.99,I quick download it and install it into my Rock Band 2 and Sing!!So happy!It's really Mr Brightside lols.
My Guitarist in her new dress!I've also designed her guitar but can't be shown.


Hey!don't forget my birthday is just next saturday!28th March!
Hmmm...no plans yet.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Is it me or am I just not having a good year...

I lost my keys...yup..just realise when I reach my doorstep..well done Claire...I don't even know where it drop or anything.It just not in my pocket anymore..what's with me......hais...
I call up a person who do repair for my iPhone and a average cost for water damage is $500+.Hoping to find a better price,I took a trip now to Singtel Comcentre after work to check if I can have my phone repair or replace it with an amount of money.I was told that Apple don't do repairs and the only way is to replace it that cost $925(Yes,equal to buy a new set) zzz
Now I've got no phone nor spare phones I won't be able to be contacted for awhile..I'm pretty worried if companies call for interview or call from school..
I'm really having a lot of problems involving money...god..spare me...

P.S ahem!My birthday is coming soon on next saturday,If you intend to get me anything please do bao one ang bao for me..I need the cash to repair my phone..
=(
iPhone nightmare.

I know you guys will laugh at me for having my iPhone drop in the toilet..and it does make me feel really bad..I'm trying everything now to savage my phone,hopefully I could get it back to life again..
I feel so bad that I could only keep quiet but to stare at things happening to me...first my wallet now my phone..both are the most important thing in my life..thus I still owe Singtel money for the phone I sign up from..I really hate myself for the unfortunate events that's has recently or always been happening to me...I can't stand it any longer..I'm going crazy..I'm struggling in my life just to stand all this shit...I don't know what did I really do to deserved all this..Every important person or item was taken away from me..yes..even you no longer try to cheer me up anymore...
My heart aches so bad..and I'm so tired my tears are dry... I'm so sick of it..I don't know will I ever be able to survive all this any longer...I'm really falling apart..every single piece of me...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Marina Country Club

17 years of my life staying in Hougang.I never knew there's such place until today!My friend, consider my neighbor who live very near me and I went for supper at Buangkok Mrt.I actually just woke up and I don't wanna buy food or go eat by myself "cause it's really late already"=X Just so happen his free as well so he tagged along.After food he let me took over the driving and went explore Seng Kang & Punggol.We're like,"Oh look I wonder where this road go!Let's check it out!"So on this road in to Punggol End(Beach) there is another road to your right where you can turn in.As we drive further in the dark ulu road(Quite a long stretch actually)..I didn't expect what we saw,we're like HEY!!Why didn't I know there's such place!Marina Country Club!There wasn't any people around until we saw the prawning pond!The whole place is pretty huge.What amuse me the most is there's actually a pier where boats were docked Cool!As we're about to move off we had a lil chat with the security guard and was told that the place has been there for 10years!Bloody hell I'm feeling a bit "mountain turtle"But seriously it's too ulu to be found by public,It's more like a hidden secret hang out =X
Well here are a few pictures I've taken from Marina Country Club.All thanks to my phone you don't get to see much clearly =P





Wednesday, March 4, 2009

EARTH HOUR
8:30PM - 9:30PM Saturday 28 March 2009


VOTE EARTH
YOUR LIGHT SWITCH IS YOUR VOTE

This year, Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.

For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009.

This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the world to make their voice heard.

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum, the Sydney Opera House and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square all stood in darkness.

In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 74 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.

We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.

VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.


Tuesday, March 3, 2009

If you love someone let them go,if they return to u it was meant to be.If they don't,their love was never yours to begin with...
Confession of a broken heart...

I never been so speechless in my life today...So I just wanna drop by my blog to see If I could put my words here...


As the last day for us closing up..I really hope we could put a nice ending to it..Little do I know my tears fall right out when you mention you were so busy you don't have time..Blame me selfish or stubborn but I just wish I could meet you for the last time...even if it cost me a birthday wish.Well..I already started feeling lost without your presents..Neither am I sure I could stand up straight when I ever fall...You might not have the time to think through what we've done together but I missed it.I missed everything and I missed you the MOST.
Fierce from Abercrombie & fitch,I won't forget that smell ;) I cherish the memories we had and I never regret choosing you to be my driver since 29th August 2008.I believe it's true that good things won't last long..now that your leaving..I know I can't deny but to face the truth..Your weren't mine to begin with and I don't own you...I can't be selfish even if I want to(But I really want to T-T).I really wish I can visit you but I know I couldn't..Everything is so hard for me..What I could do is just stand quietly,heart aching badly and watch you walk away from afar..You know how it feels?I definitely will if I've got a chance to wait for you..I will...But one thing ..no matter how busy you are...please please please...Don't forget me...and Don't forget to read my blog...After all I wanna tell you that you really have been an angel of my life..well even if it's all for a short while...and I won't lie that I still love you...
May we still get along in the future...Goodbye for now...I really miss you..