Why am I still grieving... ?

There is never a day that I don't think of you, 

There is never a day I won't feel pathetic I've lost you,

There is never a day I could truly forget you.....

Here I am living my regrets... I will never be happy again....

Sigh... Just going to face your not coming back...that your happy now

:(

i wish you well.......

I'm still missing you...

IWill you ever talk to me again...

Have I really lost you... I felt so alone... And every night I can only think of you...

No one have ever replace you... 

And I still miss you...

It's all my fault... Sigh...

So pathetic I am...

Have you forgotten me? :(

John Farnham - Burn for You

I had a dream.....

I was on a mission, for a surprise visit. I know my destination, I've to tell the taxi driver to drive me as close to this place as possible with whatever money I have. I walk through shady pubs with people fighting and avoiding vicious stray dogs. I went in to the telephone booth wanting to make an anonymous call and leave a message saying happy birthday.But I finally arrived in his house, he didn't know I was there. He was sitting on his desk doing his work making sad comments of himself. I finally found the courage to show up in front of you and it was almost a bliss to see you again James.. You said this is going to be the last night I stay with you before you go. You pull her towards you, kissed her on the lips and told me she's your girlfriend. 

I'm was so sad and embarrass I don't know where to hide............ So I wake up.... Crying....

Happy Birthday James

I wish you be happy and successful in everything you do.

Please be happy.

I really miss you x

Claire

I hope you are well... I miss you