So on my birthday it happen. I was surprised but it happen...

Now what? 

Where do we go from here? It getting more and more complicated! 

Today, I'm a quarter of a century old. 

Let's see who wishes me happy birthday since I've put my facebook birthday on private. 

Facebook; you've no power here! 

I feel sick... I lost a date.. I wasn't good enough...

Now I'm scared for my life to lose the one  I care the most...

Decision has to get so hard now... Should I still continue fighting to see him and risk having him getting annoyed of me or should I just drift away....