Two days without food and I'm not hungry...

I'm sad...

It's not what I wanted but do I have any other choice cause I don't wanna lose you :( 

Please end this misery

Please take my life and the pain with it

What is this? When you feel so hurt you feel like crying but no tears comes out... 

When you miss someone you should be feeling bliss...

Yet I feel miserable knowing he won't feel the same... 

I wish I can easy just message... 

I don't like to hide my feelings yet I feel weak if I do....

When will this bitterness ever stop

Why can't anyone tell me it's over? 

Why do I have to make this move myself.

I can't eat or sleep well anymore... 

I felt lied to and betrayed... 

I'm decaying everyday

It's too painful...

This is pointless...

It will be the last week... 

I can't fight anymore...

I will give me greatest last 

I miss him I miss him so much this is not good!! 

I lost myself... I have fallen... And it can only be a painful road from now on till I can't stand the pain to take my life

I can't do it... It doesn't feel right at all.. I'm too weak to play. All I think was him...

I think I've fall into the deep end. 

I'm going on a date but all I think is him...

Ugh. Pathetic. 

Why can't you just call me and say I want to see you?? 

I feel defeated. I lost a battle that I'm too weak to fight. I'm not strong. I'm just ain't good enough for this game call love. 

I'm timid and I'm scare. Yet I dream big. I want more something I could not have to begin with