The constant fear of being replace....

Have you ever wake up scare feeling like your heart is in your mouth and you feel that nothing is okay? Your heart keep aching and you are trembling in fear for hours in bed cause you can't find a relief? 

That's what anxiety do to you... 

It makes you wanna end your life cause there is nothing good but constant fear and paranoia 

I don't wear seat belts, I walk across the road with my mind messed up...

I secretly hope I got into an accident and die

I've a death wish

Is it weird to say I can't wait to get laid tomorrow?

Fuck... I just want you so much :(