Wednesday, May 28, 2014



Thursday, May 15, 2014

I'll never get over you... Picture of your face ever in my head..

No one will ever understand me more than you.. How could I ever live knowing that the only person who truly understands me have left.....

Monday, May 12, 2014

Seeing so many happy comments and pictures of couples and friends just remind me of my failures as a human Being


I felt very much the same... thats exactly what its been killing me everyday.. looking in at Facebook seeing other people better off than me.. Makes me miss you more. How truly I am the most happy with you. But my light has gone.

I'm sorry I'm the reason why you feel like a failure

Saturday, May 10, 2014

I hate myself so much of all the thing I've ever done to you. I will never forgive myself!! I can never!! I deserve everything that's is happening to me now!!! I don't deserve you and I deserve to die and rot alone for all my life!!! I hate myself so much I couldn't look at myself in the mirror... I couldn't think about us regretting in what I have done!!! I will forever be in grief misery and regret........

I love you.... But I will never forgive myself for what I've done to you..... I'm sorry...... I'm so sorry.... I'm so so sorry... Please..... I'm really sorry... I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.... I deserve to die....... Maybe I will... Cause I deserve it and I can't live my life thinking about us everyday and what I've done to you...... It's killing me.....

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Wednesday, May 7, 2014


Have you heard
Have you tried to understand
It's all right
It gets easier with time

How are you
Are you ever coming back
I have changed
And I've realized I was wrong

I was wrong
Now I'll never see your face anymore
Oh my Love
I'd give anything for one more day with you

I'm getting through
I wish you felt the way I do
I have changed
And I've realized I was wrong

I was wrong
Now I'll never see your face anymore
Oh my love
I'd give anything for one more day with you

I was wrong
I was wrong
Now I'll never see your face anymore
Oh my love
I'd do anything for one more day with you

I'd do anything for one more day with you
I'd give anything for one more day with you

even looking at a beautiful scenery...

i feel so empty... i feel a strong sense of lost...


Tuesday, May 6, 2014

i'll forever be alone...

no one will ever like me... let alone love me....

i will die alone...
he will never forgive me.....
Killing myself every night knowing that I've lost you.. Knowing that I'll never find someone quite like you again :(
what have I done...

Monday, May 5, 2014

Will the day ever comes...

I just wish you feel the same :( I have nothing but regret and hate