Purpose and goals of my life

Since a good life is hard to fight for,y not let it be simple?Life for me is rather simple but complicated,why? It's because it's too hard to be simple.Cause,you know shit happens all times and things dun always go your way.

My goal:Get a job,get married and live a simple life.

It aint big but it aint as simple as it seems too.AND THAT SUCKS.
For now,I just wanna love and be love.Have a partner and have him for my life.I wanna love and stick with Kenneth as long as i could.Im sick or fear of being hurt over n over again.Life in the past is too horrible and i dun wish that it would happen again.Hoping my 18th birthday is a Big turnover for me =)