He still does know how much he means to me... I'm broken beyond words.

Whenever his mad he would shout at me and swear at me as if everything was my fault... I just want to start a conversation and chat but it seems like I'm in his way.......

I don't know how long till I'll ever speak to him again....... just so heartbroken.. From the moment I woke up today.. I wish you were here........ I miss you