Ive been feeling so cold from society lately...

Feel like a total outcast...

Things ain't well with Iain either... I thought he was still fond of me or things between us got better.. Guess i was wrong and just lying to myself that things were good again..

Saddens me all the time to hear him being mad and that he couldn't careless or care bout me..
It breaks my heart and feel how tired am I trying for this friendship/relationship but it will never seems to be better...

Everyday is just being stress and people nagging at me ....
It's never one day I was actually happy.. It's kinda getting harder and harder to handle... Just so cold....