I'm tired

I can't help feeling upset all the time when you told me you will talk to me tomorrow when you didn't.. I'll be waiting at home near my macbook to hopefully see you online and be able to talk to you..

I'm really tired though for it's not the first time when you told me that you will skype or talk to me the next day but you didn't.. Sad to say maybe you didn't realise I was texting Shaun to get to you too..

Today, Shaun got angry with me and told me not to text him anymore. Many feelings comes to me and I started tearing..

I felt upset cause I hate it when people get angry with me. I felt embarrassed for I might still see him in the future but his annoyed with me .. I felt angry and offended cause if you've kept to your words and skype with me as you told me I would not have annoyed Shaun..

It sucks that I can't contact you at all..

I really dont know anymore when will you call me.. neither have I got the faith to believe you anymore when you told me that you will call..

It's been one week of constant waiting.. sometimes good when you did call but sometimes its just horrible..

I'm confuse bout your feelings towards me cause you didn't even keep to your words all the times so am I not sure did you keep your words when you say you love me..

But nonetheless.. without a doubt.. I'm constantly thinking about you and I do love you...

sucks....