its so depressing...

I found myself missing you everyday..

every waking day i will wait anxiously for you to come on skype or pingchat me..

today i was so happy to have a chance to talk to you and see you again..

but half way through.. you went offline.. and there's an outage in your island..

i was left hanging.. i was really upset.. i miss you..

i really wish for a nice chat..

you told me you be going for dinner and you will try to skype/pingchat me again..

its 1130pm now.. I don't think so anymore....

its really depressing.. that whatever i do it brings back the days when i'm with you..

i feel awfully lonely.. im stuck at home.. i can't get a job to get myself busy.. neither can i get anyone to go out with me or talk to me..

it sucks..

it's so hard for me.. i thought missing someone is suppose to be a wonderful feeling..

why am i so depress.. why do i feel so lonely...

i just want to be with you.. to see you .. or even hear your voice..

i dont wish to wait ... i just want to see you..

i'm so jealous i can't be with you when you told me how beautiful the place is and the things you gotta do there..

its not fair...

i love you.............