happy 3 months together iain :)

I hope that we could be together for a long long time and hoping to move in together permanently cause skype sucks..i hate the distance between us.. its a good 4 weeks and here you have to go again.. never to know when will i able to see you again..

i feel like this 3 months together i've been through a lot with you.. its almost seems like being together for more than a year.. still there's so much things i would like to do with you more importantly having you around..

we're still aiming for this day that we could live together in this room that i'll go to work and you stay home and play poker..

i want to see you again hun and your barely away for 5hours..

this few weeks we've really good time and sometimes we have a bit of a fuss..

your the best thing I ever had.. it may not be as nice as before but it still is ..

today on our 3rd month.. i woke up feeling sad knowing that you've to go seeing you packing your stuff and we took a cab to the airport.. i wish i'd able to stay a bit longer together in the airport with you despite it our 3rd month together..

i took a cab home after seeing you off.. it don't feels the same anymore.. you would have open the door for me and we would sit next to each other and maybe holding hands and talk nonsense.. as i alight the cab i walk towards the lift looking at the chairs at the playground that you used to sit there to smoke and had a drink alone..

i came back up home.. walking into an empty room.. where you used to be lying on the bed playing with your macbook.. and also as i walk out of the room you would have been sitting on the couch reading the magazine or news paper..even watching tv..

it feel awkward and i felt so empty and lonely...

here i am just keeping myself away from thinking too much in this empty room without you..

i miss you hun.. i miss having you here with me for i know that you wont be next to me till sometime...

i feel so bad now....

i can't wait to see you on skype babe..

i hope you had a pleasant flight home..