today you got angry with me again as usual cause I called you as im unsure what you trying to say in your message and when I texted back there was no reply from you..

i never know where was I wrong to call you.. I understand that your out with your friend.. but i just wanna get it through what you mean in your message.. and I miss you a lot.. It sucks enough that I couldn't be there with you and I've to stuck here..

tomorrow i'll be starting my job in sentosa as a hotline operator.. and the last thing i have from you is that your mad at me instead of your blessing and support for my first day at work..

i dont know if you realize that it hurts me all the time when you call me names..

I'm sorry that i might have disturb you from being with your friend but I don't know why do you have to be so mad at me..

there's a lot of times in the text saying i love you but you wont even say it once to me even when i try to hint you a lot...yes you got me confuse again..whether or not you still love me..

every time i think about our relationship i just wish.. so hard.. that it could be all nice and happy.. i wish you could show me constantly that you love me.. and yes i really love if you could say that you do always as well..

i'm trying very hard not to think about anything now... whenever i think about us i just wish we could be happy.. and that you love me more :(

i'm happy that you be coming again in a month time but it seems so far away...

sigh... just wish you were here.. now....