dial tone and voicemail...is all what i hear...

god...if you ever exists..

i'm so tired of your sick jokes all these years....

everyone who i try to love hangs up on me.... left me crying every night and ignores me....

please...i just wish that someone to love me and not ignore me all the time........

i thought things will change when i'm 21 but it just gets worst and worst........

please..........

give me a chance to really feel whats love is than having to feel like worthless piece of shit everytime.........

i'm doing my best.... i try all i can......... please........

just give me the chance.....