Was really in a horrible mood yesterday..

I'm just so mad.. So mad that my arms ate itching everyday and im bit to shred...
so mad to see myself walking alone while others are paired up.. So mad that they've to talk about their bf whenever we sat down for lunch.. So mad that I can't just get away be a cabin crew so I don't have to come home in the same old room everyday wishing you were here... So mad that everything in my life you seems to be a part of it...... So mad that I woke up at 2am every morning to look at my phone wishing you were online to chat with me.... I hate it...

Wish you could understand everything I do so say.... Why has it got to be so hard..

Why can't you be nice to me again....

Stop disappearing...... I miss you