Pre-Birthday Blues...
I cried again...typing this at the same time...
I cried because I know I'm unhappy but I've been forcing myself to be all this while...and that's not what I wanted...It's so hard for me...I couldn't bear but to cry...
So dumb to cry...But my tears kept falling by itself...
I'm actually scare of my birthday to come...I scare I'll be alone...I scare I'll be neglected or be disappointed...
Birthdays are no longer exciting...why?
1 comment:
When you do not want to be alone on your birthday then come over and i make a big party for you and we'll have fun and you would enjoy your birthday =]. badly it's too far away, but i know how you feel, on my birthdays i often feel the same. =/
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