Not sure is a mistake to have let him saw all the entries. Felt stupid as he immediately turn cold and speechless.. Sigh..
Every time when I speak to him I feel scare. I wish we can speak more.
I don't know what to do..
Once in a while I'll always look into Skype. What's wrong with me...
I wish he can tell me how he still feel about me...Cause I know he still cares when he come on Skype.

I better be ready myself for work on Monday.