There are so much things I have done for you and no one else..but it's just not good enough... And I'm just asking for a little love a little attention...

I'm starting to think if it's really worth it :( cause whatever I've done was never appreciate or seen. And I can't help feeling neglected for.. Even when I'm sick myself I worry more about you...

I wish I'm strong enough... I consciously know that all this is wrong but still I'm scare and hopeful... Please give me strength..